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Saturday, April 7 4:23 PM
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Aaah the 3rd junior class is graduating soon in another 2 weeks time. At this moment they are tagging our phone line to learn the trade of the business : what kind of questions to expect, how to answer, revising what they have learned in the classroom. I have taken on two newbies, have this feeling they gonna do great. They are intelligent and keen, i can retire liao...haha :P In fact, i wish to go back studying yet the disturbing thoughts that i might not cope in university gets the better of me. I need to be certain that i will not regret the course i have chosen, i can manage the stress & excel in the subjects, while foreseeing a future career in that field. Hai...another problem is the school fees...*thinking*


ABC*Comfort Zone*XYZ
My long-term friends make up my comfort zone. I love to travel at my leisure, doing things & having fun my way, something my family is not restricting me of while giving their trust. I love this freedom my family & friends had given me. Recently, i'm really frustrated at the turn of event in my life...intruding into my comfort zone.

1) Boy Girl Relationship- What the hell is that? I have to admit maybe that teeny-weeny brain of mine is not cut out for such serious topic. I'm just a 20 yr old girl who had yet to see and feel many things in the world. Her heart is not a machine that she can have faith in...it's such a misfortune that it is malfunctioning at such young age. Thus, it always frustrate me when such opportunities knock on the door. I have no idea what i should do. Everybody is a friend, and no one is that "special" somebody in her dictionary. My usual style is giving these opportunities away almost immediately...which some of friends disagree on stating that i did not even give him a chance. However, i have to make the decision myself, my friends can only listen & give their 5 cents advice as an onlooker. I'm beginning to wonder if i should give it a shot? But ultimately i'm not prepared to give out that "single" advantages i'm enjoying now, entrusting myself to a second person...summaries in ONE word- FEAR/SELFISH. The fear of getting hurt by a 2nd party, or selfishly wants to receive and not give.

2) Friendship- Real friendship is hard to establish. I do question if friendship proved anything of sincerity and loyalties. Even good friends get jealous of one another, i do get overwhelmed by such feeling too. E.g. She's always get the attention, her life is so much better compared to mine, she is so smart etc. However, i do realise that each family have their own woes...who knows they might be envious of me in another way Haha. In the working environment, there are many scenarios of friends turning into sour sop and hostile backstabber...which nag me to open my eyes, and see for myself clearly who is really a friend.

In closing, i treasure all the good friends i have now! I pray that this friendship is true and will last till eternity.






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