Tuesday, October 17 12:19 AM
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My feeling......
@ Overcome by a sudden grief, I can't stop my tears
=Upset? Felt sympathetic for that lost soul in me?...i don't know...i have no idea.
@Feel tat my life has no meaning anymore?
= I'm no longer tat "carefree" person anymore...i can't ignore other people opinions & go for wat i like, wat i want to do as i grow & hv more responsibilities. I hv lost my sense of directions...myself...It's felt like:
In a long street, i don't know where i am heading
In a big crowd, i am but all alone
Amongst midst of all the laughter, i can't hear any of them...
She's screaming out loud
She's running...
@ Can a simple-minded gal survive in this complicated world?
= She hate to work for the sake of money...work for wat others want me to be not for myself...is there a paradise i can run to...a person i can really lean on...
@ Dreams come true?
= Then why is tat called a "dream?" It juz seem so far away from me...from reality...
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"Jing zhi li de wo shi he wo lu chi de xiang shi que you shi lu chi de xiang fan"