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Tuesday, February 26 9:18 PM
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I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
[Chorus]There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
[repeat chorus]
i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
"There's Gotta Be More to Life"
I felt something slipping away in my life...that burning passion, rashness & innocent that i used to have. People keep telling me that this is part of grow up...one will become sensible, realised that they have duties & responsibilities etc. It's equivalent to being awaken that the world isn't just so simple.
It's true but i hate this change that is happening to me. Almost working for 2 years in the work society, i felt exhausted physically, mentally & financially. It came to a state that I can't bring myself to smile when i look at myself in the mirror.
Knowing my responsibilities in the house, i can't call it QUIT. My dad kept telling me he needs me working. I felt angrier knowing that i'm being controlled by circumstances, not able to will it as i like. I'm leading an uneventful moment of my life, it upset me even more to think about it.
....However, i tell myself there's definitely something i can do to change these. I do not want to indulge in self pity nor do i want others to sympathise with me. One sentence " i'm not a pitiful child". I will not reveal what i did here but i felt better after doing it. If everything turn out right, i might leak out the details [cross my fingers]. My spirit is already lifting this every moment :)


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