Friday, November 17 11:50 PM
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Heard this saying "there's no ugly women in the world but lazy women?" Got the topic? Yes, beauty/looks are what it is all about. It's purely my opinions, feeling...
1. Ever wonder why it meant so much to women/men?
2. Is it really a privilege to be looking good?
Well...
Impression counts doesn't it? It all show during the 1st meeting, the 1st encounter n so forth. When you doll up yourself, don't you feel more
confident? Doesn't it attract more
attentions to you when you are walking down the street then you ever needed? Oh who knows you might be
hit-on by a handsome guy juz becoz you take effort to look good. You might easily make more friends in the process as well. Widen your
social circle, not to forget when you are being
interviewed for job, that come as an added bonus. There are in fact many more positive reasons to change oneself for the "better."
For the better that's what i thought...at the beginning. I did felt more confident when i dressed up, many have confided to me that i look entirely different, almost unrecognizable. I met many friends more than i ever had in Primary n Secondary...more guys since i was so shy when i was younger that i hardly talk to the opposite sex at all. Some i knew for years but only chat up lately, others through other forms of social vehicle. I landed myself a job soon after grad working under a male boss. I think it got much to do with my looks coz he did compliment me during my 1st interview.
However, the truth is i felt
lonelier than ever. Altho i have man friends but how many saw me for who i really was inside. Example: My boss once told me that i might need to turn up for exhibitions n client's meeting with him. Think he recognize my strength at work, that's why he is using me? Nope, a comment he made "you need to parade at the booth n get clients" make me realized that. I felt i was treated like a "social escort" suddenly...of coz other reasons made me left the company eventually. Looking good also bought about
unwanted attentions. I'm so scared of taking trains especially during peak hours unless i'm with my friends. There are unlucky days that the one standing next to me is a molester. Any way i have avoided boarding Northeast line train frm the area up by the right escalator in AMK Mrt due unpleasant incidences. *Shrub* Dun wanna recall...
It looks like i never had a fabulous ending when i'm around guys. That's affect me badly...i never fully open out myself to any guys...never wanna be close to any. I shoo every opportunities that allows a guy to know me too well.
